My last day at the waiting job was on Saturday and you would think that would make me feel relieved and less anxious. On this point you would be very wrong. Now I get to make outlines for all my classes to get ready for exams that start in two weeks. Two fucking weeks! I feel like I'm gonna have a panic attack when I think of that. Working during law school was a big mistake, but I made three resolutions/realizations from it.
1) next semester, I go out on weekends and get so drunk everytime that I don't remember who I am (resolution)
2) burying yourself in so much work that you feel like your downing does not keep you from thinkingabout things that bother you. not having a social life due to this workload only compounds the things that bother you and makes you think about them more (realization)
3) Next semester when I do go out, it will be with law school kids as littel as possible. I need to meet more people that are akin to me (resolution/realization)
February 24 2006, 17:56:59 UTC 6 years ago
Awwww
I just read through your whole page, and now I feel sad. Given, livejournal is the place that people write about how rough life is, but I can't help feeling sorry for you. You seem so stressed... and against everything. Or maybe you feel like things are out to get you? (things? don't ask...)I promise to be a better conversationalist on AIM. I love you, Dave.
February 24 2006, 21:06:39 UTC 6 years ago
Re: Awwww
Hey, thanks for the comment. I'm actually feeling much much better than I was when I wrote this. I have held true to the resolutions very well and it has helped. My social life is better, I'm having a lot of fun, but school is really a drag still although I have learned to live with it. That last semester was just really shitty for a lot of reasons, but I have put it behind me.I keep my myspace blog much better updated than this one if you want to keep track of wat I'm up to. How did you find this blog anyway?